No Sleep

No sleep….
Nature explores the iconic
Has its own silent language,
Man words turn life ironic
Passive aggressive damage,
Why does Noose
Rhyme with loose
When it’s needed to be tight
To hold bodies,
And where the blood drips
We write,
Save me and help us
Before the forgotten,
Are left to starve
To feed the ground
And nurture the rotten,
Choose not death
That is the question,
Firstly, ask the rest
To hold your hand
And take the gamble
Of saving a life.
Think of the young minds
Who depend
On the figure and person
Not the addiction they’ve become,
I was you once
Now I don’t know who I am,
I’m just waiting for a voice
To tell me,
I’ll help you if I can.

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Fun Shine

Caught in the middle

Hearts

Poked

Woe

WOE

I only have half a hand
I’ll explain to understand,
A floor collapsed where my hand lingered
It got crushed, and I lost some fingers,
The broken bones were a bit complicated
So two were sliced and got amputated,
Now I’m left with only eight
But you have to live, no time to hate,
It’s no big deal, but maybe to some
To switch hands to wipe your bum,
Dropping becomes a common theme
Grabbing properly becomes a distant dream,
It wasn’t just my fingers that were trashed
The side of my hand was also smashed,
The surgeon had to leave it alone
Because inside was just small fragments of bone,
And Touch screen is now such a bitch
As my hands developed a nervous twitch,
So if you receive a random text
It’s because of my still twitching index,
Though my hand is still a host
It now contains feelings of ghosts,
Because I still believe something is there
But that part of my body is dead,
If I hadn’t put my arm up to deflect
The metal would have cracked my neck,
So I’m very grateful my hand deflected away
Otherwise, I definitely wouldn’t be here today.

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In too deep

In To Deep

What if you live when you’re dead,
No more looking ahead,
Live life from your bed,
No torture or dread.

What if being is death,
Having to capture your breath,
Not knowing who’s left,
Still sinking in depth.

When my eyes are open, I hate,
It’s worse when awake,
Where can we escape,
In death, of course, that awaits.

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Wrath

Passenger

Passenger——-
I really should feel happy
Today is my birthday,
And thanks for the best wishes
I guess I should say
In truth, I feel nothing
Just a little bit of delusion,
As I’ve achieved only a blank
In this 40 years of confusion
In my mind, I’m falling
From the light in to the black,
As an annual day repeats itself
And there’s no turning back
I’ve gained nothing in hindsight
But I lost myself in parts,
Literally limbs and my sanity
Have been torn and ripped apart
I used to like birthdays
Now I just see failure,
I’ll join in with the merriment
But feel like a total stranger
I know what I want
To be free from the chains,
That wraps around my mind
And makes cravings go insane
But I shall tick the box of age
Nod to becoming an older man,
But as to celebrating the day
I just don’t give a damn.

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